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[Oct. 8th, 2006|02:56 am]
桜井香津美
I'm tired of these panic attacks. I've had them since I was a little kid, and they haven't wavered in intensity. I get an urge to cling to whoever (I care about) is nearby, but even if I do that, I still feel like it's not enough to calm me down. Usually out of nowhere, I get these attacks usually over fearing the fact one day my existence will be no more, and it scares the shit out of me.

So when I'm upset over whatever drama or bullshit is going on, and I say "I want to die", I'm being a real hypocrite there.

*sigh*
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