||[Jun. 17th, 2004|03:27 pm]
Why do I always feel extremely overwhelmed?
Is it because I try to do too much at once? No, it's because I *want* to accomplish a lot, and I'll never be able to. But I can't help being interested in so much. It's difficult to focus solely on one thing, my mind is constantly wandering, even if I'm currently doing something I really love. I don't know...
And I tend to make things look incredibly more difficult, than they really are. I wish I could do something about that. Sometimes I need things explained to me in a clear and concise manner, which often isn't the case. I'm probably a little slow, when it comes to comprehending things correctly.
I'm always jotting down notes, sometimes over and over, because I'm afraid I'll forget things if I don't (do that).
I have tons of ambition, but I'm too lazy. You'd think I possess motivation, if only in the fantasy land residing inside my mind. I know i'd enjoy the fruits of my accomplishments, if only I could put the things I think about into action.
I wish I was somebody that people could look up to. I wish for a lot of things... especially including leading my life where I believe it should go. Et cetera, et cetera.