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[Jun. 15th, 2004|04:28 pm]
桜井香津美
I'm a little disturbed.

I probably shouldn't be reading too much into this, but a couple of years ago, my good friend Cleophi (aka Sarah) died from meningitis. Given, I only knew her online, but that is irrelevant. I found out through another friend of hers (that she knew IRL), and then called her parent's house to confirm it. They sent me a photo of her, with a notice for a memorial to be held at her HS. I searched endlessly online for more ways to confirm her death, I still couldn't believe it. I found an article on a local Washington news site, reaffirming what I was told. I was, in all actuality, heartbroken.

The last display name she had on MSN started with something like "Fear and"-blahblahblah. But just now, I was looking through my contact list, and saw it'd been changed to "Kuu-riofai". Now, I know her parents didn't do it, and wouldn't think any of her former friends would be at her parent's house to use the internet. (I hate run-on English sentences that can't be avoided, like this one.)

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[User Picture]From: _eevee
2004-06-15 01:39 pm (UTC)
could it be that, maybe by now, someone else got her e-mail address?
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[User Picture]From: shinwachou
2004-06-16 09:16 am (UTC)
Like my entry said, who else would use a name like hers? "Kuu-riofai"=Cleophi. Sure, maybe the address "geminisumi@hotmail" could potentially, but not likely, be taken by someone else now, yes.

But what are the odds of this other person, using the same name as she did? In Japanized form, no less?

It's just spooky.
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[User Picture]From: _eevee
2004-06-16 01:48 pm (UTC)
i dunno nessa... i really don't...

maybe e-mail it?
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[User Picture]From: crysalis
2004-06-16 07:38 pm (UTC)
wow, that is sad. I've always wondered how my online friends would be notified if I ever suddenly died (sounds morbid, but you know..) I vaguely remember you talking about her, considering we share the same name. How horrible :/ I'm so sorry, Nessa..
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[User Picture]From: rictherbelmont
2004-07-10 09:08 pm (UTC)

sorry??

*really never used live journal much prefering F.O.D. and now myspace* umm yeah...it was me...see, I hacked geminisumi and kou_genrou a while after she died just incase people ever sent mail to them. As of late, with my new computer, it is simply easier for me to access the email via msn messanger. ..........

I know I have no right to read personal things that are sent to her...Not a single person has really sent anything off to them in years though..and well after she died, I had alot of problems and issues to deal with, and that was one of the ways I coped...

I assure you I never pretended to be her or used the emails for ill purposes. I just did not want them to die.
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