||[Mar. 29th, 2011|04:43 am]
I really feel like my life is nothing but "Damned if you do, damned if you don't", I really do.
For example, take my social life. If i'm in a funk, and I ignore everyone for a while, say... many people may take it personal. No, not really. I usually never single anyone out; it's nothing personal, I swear.
Or continuing in a similar vein, say i'm out with a friend or friends... I'll either get disapproving looks or comments if I talk to everyone and not give friends in question enough attention, or only focus on that friend or friends to the exclusion of anyone else around and still get disapproving looks/comments.
Anyway, I feel left out, lonely, etc. Some of it may be self-imagined, self-inflicted, or whatever the hell. Who knows.
I know I'm not the only person to ever or will have this problem, but still, it doesn't help when it seems nobody will acknowledge you (or your feelings).