||[Mar. 22nd, 2004|02:14 am]
Err... I'm never going to save enough money for a car, much less school.
After paying the following bills (cellphone, AOL, web hosting, credit card) each month, I've also got [mostly] one-time expenses coming up soon: Dermatologist, and getting a new cellphone to replace my old and worn (did I mention dying?) one.
If I spent money on nothing else besides bills, even by the end of April, i'll only have saved approximately $480. Maybe more, if i'm stupid enough trying to work a second job, if I find one. (Then again, i'm equally stupid for planning to attend school [part-time] and work [full-time].) I don't want my life to revolve around both/either... I want to have time for myself, and friends, as well. Blah.
Once I purchase a vehicle, car insurance and gas costs add to my monthly expenses. Argh.
I guess I probably won't be able to move out (again) this year, like I hoped. I want a FUCKING BEDROOM, damnit! -_-;
This fucking blows.
In other bright(?) news, tonight I met another person from an online personals service. His name is Tom, and apparently half-Korean. He was showing me a photo of his brother, and they look NOTHING alike. His brother doesn't look mixed at all. o_O; But he (Tom) is a pretty cool person anyway. I honestly don't think (nor expect) it to go further than friendship, but I had fun tonight... as we played some rounds of pool. :) Of course, I wasn't playing well tonight. :(
_eevee, ;_;, I couldn't get ahold of you on your phone, before you left... Bleh. Blah. Bluh. Bloh. Blih. Heh.
I wonder if i'll get anywhere in life.