||[Nov. 1st, 2006|12:00 am]
I hate myself.
Everyone else has perfect skin. Mine is oily, shiny, broken out with several clusters of huge cystic acne, SCARRED skin.... oh, and i'm as white (as white can be). Tan? Fuggedaboutit. More like "burn".
I can't keep on weight. So tired of people thinking i'm anorexic or bulimic. I HATE THAT.
Maybe in 10-15 years this will work in my favour, but currently, looking like JAILBAIT does nothing for me.
Oh. Yeah. I'm lazy too. I'm apparently the most monstrous thing to walk the earth. Apparently i'm not worthy of existing. I just can't do anything right.
*sigh* Nothing I say matters. I don't matter...