|Weight issues, guys, and seasons
||[Oct. 15th, 2006|03:53 pm]
- The last time I weighed myself, I was 97. Let me backtrack a bit. Before I got pregnant with Olivia, I was 115, probably because of the birth-control pills I was on before -- most girls hate that side effect, but it suited me just fine. LOL Anyway, I only gained 12 lbs while pregnant, and shed that plus an additional 10-15 pounds immediately after I gave birth. They weigh you before discharge from the hospital, so.... yeah. I breastfed Olivia, and she took everything (which wasn't much) from my body. Oh, believe me, she was a very healthy chubby baby... but not me. LOL I quit breastfeeding her only because I kept dropping weight, and only in my case, that's not a good thing. As I said before, last time I weighed myself I was 97. I weighed myself today, and i'm 91/91.5 pounds. *sigh* I'm quite clearly underweight (although not scary skinny), and ideally I need to gain 15-25 pounds (to be at my pre-pregnancy BC pills-induced weight, hah). :( It's going to be sooo hard to do that.
- I think I might actually be interested in a white guy... and I feel very silly saying this, but I kinda feel weird about that, because I feel that if I pursued something, that I might miss out on an awesome Asian guy. LOL Hey, nobody ever said I was rational. :P I realize I'm being stupid about it, because one in general can't help who they like, even if they have a tendency to the otherwise.
- Although spring is a close second, I'd say that fall is my favourite season. Personally, the weather has been feeling gorgeous to me lately, whether it's sunny or cloudy. I find that I'm most relaxed overall during this time of year, although on the same hand I seem to get more panic attacks as well. Both probably tie into each other, somehow.