||[Mar. 27th, 2004|04:38 pm]
I'm so pissed off and frustrated right now. I'm in a huge financial mess.
As I previously said, I recently purchased a new car. However, my entire next paycheck goes to serve as the rest of a down payment... meaning, my mom has to pay all my bills for April, so I can do that.
And about a month ago, I transferred my wireless phone account into my name. My service provider is Verizon. I've been with them 2 years now, and never had any problems before at all. Until now. When I paid a $125 deposit, it was placed onto my account, supposedly leaving me with a $25 credit balance for March.
Today, I view my March statement online. They had reversed that $125 credit, leaving me with a $200 balance to pay (for February and March). I'm screwed. I'm working my ass off, and I still can't do or pay anything by myself.
So much for getting a new phone to replace this old and worn and SHITTY one. I can't let my mom pay it... but she's being nice and offered to, so naturally I feel really bad.
I'll never fucking get out of debt to my mom. I hate it, and i'm sick of it (all).